~.: ★ None Of My Business ★ :.~

Honestie

2011-01-28T02:57:00.002+08:00

Saw something really unpleasant just now..

Ok, it's time to tell myself not to lie to myself anymore..

Yes I always think too much, yes I always being sensitive..

But did I mention that I'm good in predicting I have a strong sixth sense?

나쁜 사람이야!! 싫어 싫어!!

난 정말로 미워!! 왜 거짓말을 해??

Stop acting in front of me, just leave me!!

It does hurt more to break your so called white lies!!

Go-go away-ay-ay-ay-ay!! 비켜줄래!!

envy..

2010-07-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog for centuries..

i kinda envy those who can update their blog at least once a week..

after i came to my degree life, i dont even have time to sleep..

it do satisfy me when i can sleep for 4hrs..

T-T 2 more years..

just hold on, i know i can do that..

twill be a harder time when u have to face it alone..

*i divorced with my wife..

good luck to me..

good luck to those who facing relationship problems too..

Checklist before World's End

2010-05-10T13:09:00.005+08:00

haha it's time to update my blog again!!

i know it's kinda long~ i mean, it's LLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNGG~!!

but i'm back!! miss me huh?

hhmm.. recently kinda addicted to facebook..

and twitter of cz.. cz i can see SuJu's update over there haha!!

i got insane with these online networking..

last time i added Will Ng (a malaysian singer, i ♥ his song Memory..)

and he approved my friend request!! AAAAAHHHHH!! happy nea~ ♥

then i saw Guan Qi Yuan's profile and i added him.. and he approved me as well haha!!

but kinda disappointed that Jeffrey didnt accept my friend request.. T_T

few days back i saw Jessica Jung at the Facebook suggestion..

and i found out it's real her!! but there stated she only add ppl she knows in real life.. but i added her!! stubborn huh? juz to see her update.. not to kacau her.. nonit to accept la k?

then i found DongHae's and EunHyuk's profile there.. (=

out of 6 friends of her.. happy-nye~♥

it's sad thinking all these is gonna end soon in 2012.. (if it's real)

dont know y i take very seriously on the world's end prediction..

mayb it's due to the stress of the exam?

dont even have chance to.. SHOW OFF?? my good result.. (if i reali get one^^ )

nola.. i lazy to study..

maybe it's time to set some goals for my life..

hmmm.. let's arrange those stuff 1st..

what i wanna be?

during primary schl, everyone wana become teachers in future duuhhh!!

ok secondary schl.. during F4 we were asked to write down our ambition and paste it on our table..

and i wrote.. photographer.. fashion designer.. pharmacist.. engineer.. singer.. and novelist.. if im not mistaken..

and now.. im studying advertising.. even though intended to become a DJ at the 1st place.. ok no regret!! every different path lead me to different future.. i might get the better one..

ok now let's decide!!

teacher? duhhh!! FYI both of my parents are teacher.. i mean, was..

i dont want my children to have the same stress as mine in the future..

huh? children? i hate children.. sry.. summo it's 10 more years to go~ relax~~

back to the main.. during primary schl, i cant feel proud when i get 1st place in any event, competition or even result!!

"of cz la~ u're teacher's child wert!!" this is the sentence i hate the most!!

next.. photograher? haha!! no interested anymore..

last time i accepted the job to become a photographer in a camp..

simply bcz i do not want myself to be included in all those photos..

indeed it wasn't a camp for me.. xD

fashion designer.. why!!!??

mayb i included juz bcz i do not what to write on the paper?

*i ♥ the design of my secondary schlmate.. she's pro!!

pharmacist? why again?

engineer? why!!? maybe affected by my darl darl wife~

juz a reminder, i was a pure science student..

novelist? i love writing stories.. but not reading..

so this is OUT!! ~.~ tend to fall asleep..

singer? with my crow like voice? duhhh!!

ok la i love singing a lot!! juz take it as a 'recreation' LOL~

p/s: i won some places during my primary schl time in Bahau..

after i shift to PD i dont sing anymore..

until JJ's six album debut!!! with PQYK.. and won the 1st place wakakakah!!

ish i miss JJ's again..

i really blur about my future..

so as now.. could only pray hard!!

hmm.. why i dont wana become DJ? hmmm.. too much competitors out there..

and i'm nothing..

when i was choosing course i simply tick and 'advertising' is what god led me..

amitabha~ thx~

wait wait wait!! after so much i've concluded nothing!!!????

owh~!!

now let's go to what i like..

i like JJ.. i like SS501.. SuJu.. BigBang.. 2NE1..

owh wait!! why all these coming out?

ok i love nice songs and i love to sing!!

i love maths.. a lot!! i nvr get less than 90% in maths.. (not add maths k?)

until secondary schl i mostly get more than 96% and sometimes 100%..

cool huh?

unless got one time, due to competitions practices and i didnt attend few classes.. i lost marks in the most 'expensive' question.. 10%.. argh~

the main point here is... maths is useless.. ermm.. not as useful in advertising..

haih~~~~ a big sigh here..

i love languages..

during PMR.. if im not mistaken im the only 1 in my schl who score A's for all 3 language subjects.. english, malay and chinese.. damn good luck!! haha~ (correct me if i'm wrong..) sry juz to fulfill my regret feeling for not getting 8A's..

and damn good luck i became the pelajar cemerlang for chinese.. and maths as well la..

the same thing goes to SPM.. i became the pelajar cemerlang for these 2 subjects..

i hate.. i mean, i dont like science!!

after i get in F4 i nvr listen to class.. skipped classes..

but not for maths k?

..and, i got only 4A's for SPM.. know what!? it's maths and the 3 language subjects.. ahhh~

after i came to UTAR i start hating english.. and it slided backwards..

i dont know why.. 모든 일이 퇴보하고 있다..

ha~ it's ok.. as long as i still able to communicate..

ok now im able to communicate in mandarin, english and malay..

and i learned to speak cantonese after i came to UTAR.. ah! thx a lot~

i once learned french, but juz for fun~ and i forgot everything.. haha!!

ermm.. i understand some hokkien but not speaking..

and im learning korean as well.. thx to the korean songs and TTplayer i manage to sing along with the lyrics..

i know it seems impossible but i WISH i can finish learning my korean before i take japanese language in the end of this year.. pray hard i can get my japanese.. (=

next i love advertising.. i appreciate what gods gave me.. amitabha

and i trust my sixth sense.. there's lots of deja vu in my life..

i know it sounds crazy.. argh~ nthg to do with it though.. anything..

ok now let's go to the check list..

after saying for so much it's seems nothing much related to what to do before Dec27, 2012.

i mean.. what to do in 2 1/2 years where i finish my study in 2 years?

(pray hard i wont fail any subject.. cz my following sems all full credit hrs d..)

☑ Checklist before World's End

- graduate with 3.0 at least!!

- make a passport

- travel to singapore duhh~ nearest to malaysia T-T

- travel to korea..

- climb Kinabalu's mountain.. perhaps they allow an asthma patient to trek?

- go learn some musical instruments after i got my own money..

gonna add more soon..

dont wana 'leave' my life with regrets!!

finally thx for viewing this long winded blog~

neomu neomu kamsahamnida~♥

=)

2010-01-24T16:14:00.002+08:00

Xyph's Existing Situation

Feeling dissatisfied in her current situation and has a strong desire to escape or find an immediate solution.

Xyph's Stress Sources

"Feels unappreciated and in an unpleasant position. Needs personal recognition and the respect of others, since she has not been about to find partners who value the same things she does. she holds back her emotions and is unable to give fully of himself, but lasting isolation makes her want to change those ways and surrender to her deep urges. Giving in to her natural instincts and urges is a sign of weakness, so feeling this way makes her weak and irritable. Fighting these urges makes her feel stronger, as if she can take on anything that comes her way. Longs to be valued as an important associate and admired for her personal qualities."

Xyph's Restrained Characteristics

"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended, which leaves her feeling isolated."

"Feels she is carry more than her share of problems. she is flexible and laid back, sticking to her goals and working to overcome any difficulty."

"Although she feels isolated and alone, she is afraid of forming deep, meaningful relationships. Is conceited and is easily offended."

"Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. she is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity, as long as there is not a lot of conflict or emotional difficulty."

Xyph's Desired Objective

Feels as if her hopes and dreams have been unfairly stomped on by others. Irritated and upset with her current situation which she feels is an insult to her true desires.

Xyph's Actual Problem

His desire to be respected and to stand out from the crowd is not being satisfied and therefore she is feeling anxious. her normal friendly self is being held back and she refuses to become involved or participate with others in normal day to day activities.

Xyph's Actual Problem #2

"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she is determined to get her own way in the end and is cautious as she puts her plan in action."

CURSE

2009-12-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

what a cursed family..

a self-righteous father..

a closed-minded mother..

a bad-tempered elder brother..

a weird thinking elder sister..

n.. a scheme-less younger brother..

mayb i'm the 1 who's weird..

desperate..

2009-12-19T04:48:00.004+08:00

i was desperate.. once..

dont know what happened to me recently..

i thought i should be desperate..

especially when seeing all my friend pattoh here pattoh there..

hmm.. too busy to desperate..maybe..

my friend said, im so useless..

cz nobody wants me..

c'mon, is i dont want them ok?

i have to admit that i have high expectation when choosing partner..

and i have to admit that i'm so fan-jian..

actually there were few of them that i kinda admire them..

however when they came to me i rejected them..

anyway.. what for i pattoh? what for i having a bf?

dont u feel the same way?

sry if i offended u..

i think most of the ppl here pattoh bcz their friends are pattoh-ing..

what for i have a bf for that reason?

some even worse..

they pattoh bcz they wana take advantage of their partners..

haih haih~ kinda disappointed..

izit weird that someone thats nearly no longer a teenager nvr been in a date b4?

if ur answer is yes..

ya, mayb u're right..

i admit im a weird person.

i nvr want to be in a date that fills my loneliness..

i dont wana be in a date that makes me lose my freedom..

(im a typically libra*)

at least, i still have a wife that loves me..

and of course, i love her too..

this healthy relationship makes us happy..

cute~

2009-12-13T20:59:00.003+08:00

he's cute..

tagged 100truths

2009-07-12T21:58:00.006+08:00

haih~ long time didnt update my blog d..
give many ppl scold d = ="
lol.. sry la.. my fault my fault @.@"
kla.. now being tagged d..
got chance for me to update = ="

001. Real name → Lim Qi-Xi
002. Nickname(s)→Cheesy, Cheese, Xyph, 3G, etc etc etc..(too many to list down all)
004. Zodiac sign →Libra
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → dont know~
007. Middle School → SMK King of Friday
008. High School->SMK King of Friday
009. College School --> dont have~
010. Hair color → Black+Chocolate+Red+Gold = ="
011. Long or short → short if compare to others but long if compare to before
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → none
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → anaemia, asthma..
016. Drink or Smoke? → seldom drink, dont smoke
017. Do you have a crush on someone? sometimes = ="
018. Eat or Drink → eat!
019. Piercings → once, now gone d..
020. Tattoos → none

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → foundation 3rd sem, now gone d..
024. First best friend → dont know
025. First award → dont have..
026. First crush → dont remember..
027. First pet → fish = ="
028. First big vacation → 6 years old = ="
030. First big birthday → 6 years old = ="

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → air
050. Drinking → air
052. I'm about to → doing nthg
053. Listening to → the sound of kitchen
054. Plans for today →sleep enough enough ~.~
055. Waiting for → nothing = ="

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → kids? ewwww~ hate kids
059. Want to get married? → nobody wants me T-T
060. Careers in mind → no idea = =" whatever will be, will be..

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → lips
070. Shorter or taller? → shorter^^
072. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → no idea..
074. Sensitive or loud→ no idea..
075. Hook-up or relationship → no idea..
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → dont know..

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no..
081. Ran away from home → what im doing now..
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → yes = ="
083. Killed somebody → yes..
084. Broken someone's heart → no heart how to break?
085. Been arrested → no ba.. forgot d = ="
087. Cried when someone died → yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → not really
090. Miracles → yes.. im surviving in miracle..
091. Love at first sight → no
092. Heaven → yes..
093. Santa Claus → no
094 Tooth Fairy--> no
095. Kiss on the first date -> yes..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → no mood = ="
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ya..
099. Do you believe in God → ya..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→ dont want = ="

back to PD's life~

2009-05-03T13:50:00.002+08:00

phew~ 1 year has passed in just blink of eyes~
and finally~ i've finished my foundation studies~
dont know can maintain as a 3-pointer anot la~
wateva, NOMB though~ haha~
*but of coz hope can get 4.0 (i knoe it's impossible) in 3rd sem~
then i can get 3.34 for my foundation studies le~

wateva la~ as FREEMAN told me,
"since cant get 3.8 for scholarship, then juz dont get lower than 2.0.."
dont know la~ juz do my best la~
*some1 said i always have too high expectation~
n i admit~ xP

back to PD on friday (labour day)..
took 1:28pm de KTM.. and it delayed.. wtf~
wateva.. as long as we reached KL central b4 4:00pm..
and we reached at 3:50pm.. if im not mistaken..
then send weewei to take bus..
after that my sister came alrdy n then we take ktm back to s'ban..
n u know what happened!?
we were himpit lk hell~ cant breathe~ lk ikan sardin~ OMG~
then along the way got 1 lengzai come up~ xP
fortunately ppl on the KTM become lesser n lesser..
and we found place to sit..
n the lengzai juz sitting opposite us~
then after sit sit a while see see a while~
no lengzai liao~ 'bu nai kan'~

suan liao~
reach s'ban alrdy almost die of starving~
go eat mcD..
eat liao take the latest bus go back to PD~
so cham~ if miss this bus then nonit to go back le~

then today is sunday le~
n im doing nothing le~
feel lk wana die le~
back to the life i've been through 2 months ago le~
SIEN!!!

Not Again!?

2009-04-29T03:07:00.002+08:00

OMG~ some1 reali know when to tag me~
%$#@!? nola~
finding something to do so that i wont study for later's exam~
why i dont wana study? bcz i dont wana get pissed off~

1.The person that tagged you is:
fongE~ for the 2nd time~

2.Your relationship with her is:
kindergarden classmate(saw her in the pic), standard 6 classmate + jiejie~

3.Your first impression of her is:
ermm~ dont remember le~ kindergarden woh~

4.The most memorable moments with her:
after i went back to PD we still got surat-menyurat~

5.The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
faster come in, my sisters are waiting for u~ (fongE do you rmb when?)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
incest meh!?

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
grow higher~ =P

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
ermm~ sumpah her to become shorter~

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i made her angry ba~

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
now ah!? 3am++ le woh~ meet ur white horse prince in ur dream la~

11. Your overall impression on him:
short short~ cute cute~ once 'electric'ed her hair~ (she said de xD)

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
narcissism~

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
not beautiful enough~ some1 summo said im fatter than obesity~

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
perfect person~ good in everything~

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
thank you for ur support woh~ who knows next time i become superstar i belanja makan~

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
i) 忠義
ii) Vinz
iii) 翊君
iv) pooisie
v) waisiong
vi) allen
vii) catherine
viii) cheahmann
ix) kai mun
x) 如彬

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:
b4 this got scandal with his hsemate~ nw dont know what happened le~ sry sry~

18. is 9 a male or female:
male lo~

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
erm~ cannot ba~ catherine got bf le woh~

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
foundation in arts, leading to advertising~ coming to kampar~

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
yesterday~ went her house kill cockroach~

22. What kind of music does 8 like:
erm~ if im not mistaken english song ba~

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
yaya~ a younger sister~

24. Will you woo 3:
y not!? so pretty~ so nice~ single summo~ but unfortunately, she's not lesbian~

25. How about 7:
erm~ she's taller than me xD~ summo got bf le~

26. Is 4 single:
haha~ ya~ any1 wana kao her can tell me, i can tell her~

27. What's the surname of 5:
Kok~ last time in presentation some1 said 'cock'~

28. What's the hobby of 5:
blow water~ and of coz, masturbate~ he said de~

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
how u know!?

30. Where is 2 studying at:
UTAR, currently PJ campus~

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
still very good eyesight~ black surrounded by light blue(white area)~ sometimes wear blue cons~

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
hehe~ no ba~

33. Where does 9 live:
westlake 1492, hometown ipoh~

34. What colours does 4 like:
dont know leh~ orange ba~

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:
they dont know each other ba~

36. Does 7 like 2:
they dont know each other ba~

37. How did you get to know 2:
ex-housemate intro de~ said coming to kampar to study advertising~

38. Does 1 have any pets:
dont know leh~

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
she can de~

showing off~

2009-04-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

actually juz nw when i was posting my chinese blog, i wanted to show off my puppy de~
but then saw FY's older post and found out that i have been tagged in December 2008~
phew~ n i saw the blog after 4 months when i went google search for 'xyph keele'..
what a coincident..

i dont wana have 2 post in 1 day.. the layout will not beautiful le~ haha~
so i show off my puppy here la~

since last time we lost ah KING.. i thought we will nvr rear any puppy anymore..
but now we bought CADBURY for RM15..
CADBURY looked lk a teddy bear.. cant b'lieve it?
nvm.. seeing is believing.. give u see the prove..

lk teddy bear hor!? n u know what FY said?
' OMG~ ur cat so cute~'

simply wana show off juz to make sure that every1 know that is our puppy~
hope wont stolen lk KING last time~

hmm..

2009-04-13T14:26:00.003+08:00

still the same sentence..
'long time never update my blog le..'

seriously, was extremely busy this whole week..

monday after schl took bus to westlake..

hmm.. the bus is kinda full.. sure la, westlake bus ma~

me n weewei 'stucked' at the door there..

nola~ juz standing at the staircase there..

together with catherine, cheah mann, chiang, jason n his fren..

haha~ dont know what to say~ speechless~

went to chia thing's house to take my stuff..
then accompany her to take bus to schl..
then call some1 to fetch me back home from westlake..
finally call dao wei kiat.. thx ah~

then go wendy's house discussion lo~
hmm.. discuss dao 12am they feeling sleepy i feeling hungry le~
so mai go TB4's msn group there ask who wana go yumcha~
haih~ all say ok wa~
manatau, when i reached siaoyue's house they all said not yet finish discuss assignment..
swt =.="
then they said will ajak me out when they go yumcha wa~
manatau i wait until 2am still no one called me..
then i lazy le.. i straight away sleep le~

then tuesday..
woke up at 8am.. simply bcz wana do assg~
but i've done nthg..
suan lo~ fan zheng tonight discuss again de~
11 sthg went to schl..
suddenly feel that we might having maths quiz this week..
since last quiz was on wednesday.. so plan to study tonight, b4 discussion..
then 3 hours break i was doing the statistics.. not maths, but assg wan~

after 3 hrs maths tutorial le~ our tutor didnt come..
he ask ms.wong (last sem's webpage practical lecturer) to give us quiz..
i was lk WTF!!!
what's going on woh~ nvr mention b4~
summo i alrdy skipped many classes..
argh~ she gave us 15 mins to study..
but extremely nervous nothing can go into my mind..
suan le ba~ was hoping to strike 100% for my maths..
now no more le~

then when i go back home, i saw some shit on the staircase there..
wtf~ ah KING shitting again..
wait wait wait~ KING dont know go downstairs de woh..
everytime i wana bring her go gaigai sure hug her downstairs wan~
then i fast fast go upstairs find her lo~ cant find..
then i fast fast call my housemate lo~
then i started to investigate..
my class ends at 5pm and my housemate's class started at 5pm..
my housemate left home at 4:45pm n i reached home at 5:15pm..
that means KING gone within that 30 mins..
so i think KING was going downstairs alone, n kena kutip by other ppl le~
then i started to recall..
today morning, ah KING was extremely emo..
cz everytime i go out from my room sure KING will stick to my leg n lick my toes wan~
but today morning she juz lying in front my my housemate's room..
haih~ mayb is me kick her too often liao~
once again.. 'I HATE DOGS'
by the way, if u all see her plz bring her back to us la~
i still love her *i'm les..
then my housemate went ask 21st century's staff..
the staff said juz nw got saw, then got some ppl watching her lo~
then KING jau gone lo~ think they kutip her alrdy lo~
then my another housemate said rupa-rupanya KING is a nice breed that worth RM1000 de leh~
kns~

suan le~ then go discussion lo~
was following lisha's car.. then she forgot sthg.. so she went back take..
then suddenly i realize i forgot sthg.. sthg extremely important.. our survey form..
so went back take again.. take this take that alrdy waste 1 hr.. LOL~

then started to do everything.. ordered delivery cz not yet makan..
was in rush lo, cz wednesday alrdy wana give tutor see our draft..
thursday is the due date.. rush rush rush lo.. what else can do?

until 3 sthg.. every1 sleepy alrdy.. but still not yet finish..
so i asked weewei quickly write some points n then i go back home elaborate..
then reach home i rush again..
cz i promised ms.fatanah wana pass up to her on 7:30am.. since her class is 8-9am..
but i've failed.. haih~ i finished the draft on 7:45am..
then zap here zap there.. then go take shower.. then go to schl lo~
then straight away go pass up to ms.fatanah..
she asked me to collect back on 4pm cz she's having meeting on 4:30pm..
then i go back to have class lo~ sien..
after having dinner in schl, i took 11am de bus go back home..
then straight away sleep..

then around 3:50pm wake up..wear cons wear dao 4pm..
phew~ newbie ma~ gimme some time..
then my housemate fetch me to schl lo~ by her bike~
*bike = bicycle..
thx ya~
then ms.fatanah also explain in rush.. LOL~
suan le ba~ my fault..

then go dance club lo~
today reali got learn dao sthg.. hmm.. i prefer steps de~
then what happened after that made me kinda pissed off lo~
hmm.. dont wana mention here la~

then planned to go psr mlm..
then weewei sms me say got discussion..
walao~ at least gimme some time to take a rest ba~
so i cancelled the plan to pasar malam..
when i taking shower alrdy started to rain heavily le..
then after taking shower i started to do assg alone..
exhausted lo~ whole night didnt sleep.. then rest a lil while oni..
then 9pm sleep lo~ planned to wake up at 12am..
manatau 10 sthg alrdy wake up le~ cont' do again..
then around 12am weewei called.. said wana do together..
then she n win i came n do lo~
we went eat ikan bakar 1st b4 we started to do..
then do until 8am.. almost finish de le~
we went to eat breakfast at the dimsum shop near my house..
KNS~ not nice at all.. then jau go back home sleep le~

12pm wake up cont' edit the assg.. then go print..
then go to schl.. then pass up~ finally dao dim le~ phew~~

4pm de Social Psychology..normally around 5pm i will run away..
everytime wana go dance club.. see got zai kap anot.. but everytime dissapointed..
but this time i didnt go to dance club, although it was the last class le..
mayb alrdy know wont got lengzai wan la~ haih..
actually didnt plan to skip class de.. but the class is reali too boring la..
i alrdy watched the movie.. hmm.. summo extremely tired lo.. 2 whole nights didnt sleep le..
attendance also not yet sign jau go back home le~

then sleep 1 more hrs.. wake up go take shower then prepare to go to weewei's birthday party..
wearing cons eat up lots of time again.. cz not enough sleep ma~ sure eyes small small wan~

then go makan lo~ all very full alrdy, but im still not yet full..
but lazy la.. wana jaga image ma~ cannot eat too many..
nola, i where got jaga image wan?
keep on taking this and that made my hand reali tired la~ lazy wana eat liao..

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE WEI~~

then go back home sleep lo~
friday i didnt skip the class~ so guai~

then go ipoh with my housemate le~
go shopping lo~ go her fren's bday party lo~
until juz nw reach kampar..
skip class again..

dont know why everytime i write blog sure very long wan~ haih~

Tagged by Andrew~~

2009-03-28T19:15:00.003+08:00

LOL~ juz nw see andrew's blogspot there written
'U BEEN TAGGED, go to (his wretch)..'

haih~ wuliao mai go see lo~
see see see..
suddenly see my name over there wor~
haih~

1st time kena tagged leh~

*Tagged by Andrew*
Starting time: 1920hrs

Name: Qi-Xi
Sisters: 1, elder sister (22), clever, lenglui, single n available..
Brothers: 2, 1 elder(23) 1 younger(17)..
Shoes size: 5
Height: 155cm ba~
Where do you live: currently in kampar~
Favourite drink: chocolate drinks, milk, fruit juice..
Favourite breakfast: coco-crunch+milk, half-boiled egg..
Have You Been on a plane: nope~ any1 can sponsor me!?
Swam in the ocean: wish i can~
Fallen asleep in school: that's what i do everytime i'm in schl~
Broken some one's heart: no1 ever have their heart with me~
Fell of your chair: dont know leh~ i think got~
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: always~ call me to go out yumcha~
Saved e-mails: b4 got la, now lazy~
What is your room like: normal wan lo~ extremely mess~
What's right beside you: table
What's the last thing you ate: American chocolate cake~ wow~
Ever had chicken pox: nope~
Sore throat: i always do~
Stitches: what's that?
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: dont know leh~
Like picnics: dont know leh~
Who was the last person you danced with: Yin Kuan ba~ during PLKN~
Last made you smile: saw yk last night? i smile to every1 i see~
You last yelled at: KING.. sit!

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: i only talk to a puppy this whole day..
Kissed anyone: my lips are virgin~ XP
Get sick: sick of taking care that puppy~
Talked to an ex: dont have bf b4~
Miss someone: always do~
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yaya, but i think the piggie is under my bed d~
What's under your bed: the piggie(i think whole week le), laptop bag, luggage, cloths..
Who do you really hate: ppl who love to show off~ n also my elder brother~
What time is it now: 1937hrs
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: the 1 who always in my mind~
Do you have any siblings: told ya~
Do you want children: nono~ i hate children~
Do you smile often: yaya~ as long as thrs ppl around~
Do you like your handwriting: yaya~ easy to decorate~
Are your toenails painted: currently no~
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: dont know~
Color shirt are you wearing: blue~
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: discussing assg? having dinner? buying things? 4gt alrdy~
I can't wait to: get a bf? dont know~ confusing~
When did you cry last: 3rd of March ba~ if im not mistaken~
Are you a friendly person: ppl say i'm friendly~ i dont know~
Do you have any pets: Gary in PD, n King in Kampar~
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: M'sia~
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: yaya, my gf no.13, we held hand to take photo~
Do you sleep with the TV on: once~
What are you doing now: dont know~
Can you handle the truth: i dont think so~
Are you closer to mother or father: mother ba~
How many people can you say you've really loved: now dont know~
Do you eat healthily: nope~ chicken every meal~ walao~ i love vegie~
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: always do~
How often do you go to church: it's meaningless going to church without my wife~
If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: i wish thrs some1 for me out there~
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: noisy with almost every human, quiet when alone~
Are you confident: NO! nthg for me to confident also~

THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
adapt to new environment~ transfer to a new schl ma~

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
>study maths~
>switch off lights later~
>take King to have a walk later~

PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
Bahau, Port Dickson, Rembau, Kampar~

Tag:
YOU!! ya you!! every1 who is viewing this post~

limited time~

2009-03-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

1am in the morning~
normally i'm not sleeping at this time~
for sure, i'm not sleeping now~
juz woke up~ LOL~
blogging while waiting for my friend to get ready to yumcha~

6 credit hours in this sem..
short sem so 12 credit hours alrdy lo~
actually maths supposed to be 4 credit hrs de~
so same la, 14 credit hrs also~
but why feel lk this sem is reali tiring?
if compared to previous sem la..

juz nw's class finished at 5pm..
by the time i reach home is alrdy 5:30pm..
for sure, msn 1st~
reply some msn then go check mail..
around 6:30pm alrdy..
super tired, plan to sleep..
OMG~~ did i tell u that my house got a puppy alrdy!?
barking non-stop~
headache la~

suan le~ ask my housemates to have dinner together..
while bringing ah KING to have a walk la~
(ah KING is the puppy's name)
although KING is 'wild dog', LOL~
means alrdy mix mix mix with many many breed la~
still, KING seems lk very nice breed~
HE is a beautiful dog.. seriously not handsome, but beautiful..
sry i wont fall in love with him gah~

then saw Jason n his gf n his friends~
they said ah KING is a HER~
hmm.. now i'm confusing @.@
WE ARE confusing~~ @.@ @.@ @.@
aiya, wateva.. as long as he/she is not an agua~

while we bring KING to have a walk, ppl all looking at us~
wow.. damn proud weh~

but the puppy seems not yet adapt to the environment..
he (now use 'he' 1st) dont wana eat the dog biscuit that we buy for him woh~
then i throw the chicken bone to him lo~
wah, he damn selera.. until got choked by the bone~
LOL~ then my housemate took out the bone from his mouth~

come back home msn again~ LOL~
then KING was barking lk hell~
walao~ damn annoying.. cannot tahan d~
go out fix him~ nola, juz TRAIN him~
then cont' msn again~ LOL~
seems lk i cant take msn off my life~

having shower at around 10:30pm..
(i think earliest in this sem, LOL)
super tired alrdy..
accidentally fall asleep.. LOL~
(dont worry my hair dries fast)

until juz nw wake up..
actually wana switch off my lappy n cont' sleep liao de~
then my friend said she is extremely hungry..
then i offer to accompany her go eat 'dinner' lo~
aiyo, dont say lk i'm kind..
actually wana go out also la~

now she's having stomach-ache..
waiting for her to get ready..

since i still have time, add sthg here..
(juz to express my feeling..)
dont know why i super dont like ppl showing off that they helped other ppl~
seriously, if u wana show off that u helped other ppl, then u better dont offer help..
dont know la.. i dont like lo~
chinese got a 'pepatah'.. LOL~
'u will get happiness as ur reward as u helped other ppl..'
u reali made other ppl wont ask for ur help anymore..
unless u reali intended to make other ppl feel so~

dont know why msn keep on sign out..
line not good meh?
maybe la.. using wireless mer..
n my room is furthest from the moderm..

my friend not yet get ready..
haih~ girl mer..
yumcha nonit make-up ba~
jk jk..

next week we're going to sit for maths mid-term..
n i'm f**ked up with maths alrdy..
since 2nd week..
n i promised myself that i must get 4.0 for maths~
what can i do?
4 chapters.. n i only understand 1..
1 more week.. appreciate my life..
i might no longer survive after next wednesday..
choi~choi~choi~!! jk jk..
correction: die in maths (MIGHT only la~)

ok, she's done..
gonna change my cloths 1st..
cannot wear PJ to dinner ba~

happened~

2009-03-23T22:27:00.006+08:00

hmm.. formatted my lappy~
makes me no mood to post blog alrdy~
no more chinese software~
no more bluetooth~ wt*!?

haih~
so many things happen.. recently~
talk about yk 1st~
stupid la~ dont know how to talk~
aiya~ suan le ba~
this yk hor, find ppl to chat then ask ppl to go aside wa~
so i copied his msn name, his pm~
summo steal his msn picture~
so syok~ LOL~
dont worry la, later gonna change back alrdy~
i dont wana become like him though..
he too clever alrdy~
he always say me stupid n now brainless..
nvm la~ STUPID is a nice thing~
i dont know why.. but i know it's nice~
bcz many ppl ACTING STUPID~
i nonit act alrdy stupid~
thx for the compliment ya~

for those who forgot who he is, the above picture might reminds u of him~
=P

editted the picture~ hmm.. seems nice~

now talk about another person~

u remember the person offended me a lot?
yaya~
now i'm going to talk about him~

CHIANG TEEN HAO~

1st time he offended me..

(i mean in this sem la.. previous sem dont wana mention..)

i see him pity nobody wants, so i asked him to join my assignment group lo~

manatau he go join weeleng's group~

then say lk i extremely need him in my group~

come on la~ oops.. dont wana mention last sem's thing~

summo he said we will make his coursework mark low~

wtF!?

suan liao~ MAYBE he was juz joking la~

i dont mind if u wana say lk that~

u dont join my group i more happy~

2nd thing~ this thing really made me pissed off~

ppl so kind go advice him..

then he wrote ppl 'BLOODY ASSHOLE' in his blog~

3rd thing~i remember on the 1st day of 3rd sem~

he posted sthg in his blog~

although its NOMB, but i'm kinda angry also..

he said even his duno-how-many years old cousin's english also better than the lecturer~

i know ur english so good~

so?

u cant manage to get good result though~

UTAR FOUNDATION's SUBJECTS ALL ARE IN ENGLISH~

even my english suckz i still can get a better result than u~

self-handicapping? (study too much social psychology jor~)blek~

* i will only chuan ppl that chuan me~

still summo lil lil thing i dont wana mention la~

juz to warn every1 that viewing my post right now~

yaya, YOU! (jk jk~ dont so serious)

never ever try to make me angry ah~

i will revenge in a scary way gah~

see this~

~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀 ☆' :.~ auto-message: taking shower... dont peep... LOL~

everytime i go take shower i sure put this as my auto msg geh~

who ask him so geh bo wana go comment on it? siao siao lo~

omg

cheezy bath hu wan peep o

ish

wanna own eyes to be blind meh

....

n now, he is going to kena~

(i dont know y i'm so rude la~)

lazy type~ lemme juz copy the whole thing la~

(11:44 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
FUCK CHIANG TEEN HAO
(11:44 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:44 PM) Avineshwaran:
cheesy what is ur prob
(11:44 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
jz jk l

la*

ish
(11:44 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
got ppl wana peep me anot is none of ur business
(11:44 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
no nid so serios
(11:44 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
and..
(11:44 PM) Doraemon:
Woooow~
(11:45 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
dont know y i love 2009

very beautiful lo~
(11:45 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:45 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder
(11:45 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
b4 i also cant use to it de
(11:45 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
even if dat means its ugly......
(11:45 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
f u la
(11:45 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
blek

even if its ugly*

diff ppl diff opinion
(11:46 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
but sometimes ugly means extremely ugly

like you

nobody wants u
(11:46 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
ouch~~~

wait
(11:46 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
duno y le keep bombing each other

ish

anyway

chill l
(11:47 PM) Doraemon:
*whistles*
(11:47 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
bcz u made me wana bomb u
(11:47 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
ish
(11:48 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
dont know why got ppl so muka tembok
(11:48 PM) ツ♥ღWeE WEīღ♥玮薇ツ:
agree..
(11:49 PM) Doraemon:
Hohoho~
(11:49 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
.....lol

now got tag team somemore
(11:50 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
thx
(11:50 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
handicap match
(11:50 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
eh spare me la...
(11:50 PM) Doraemon:
United against a common enemy
(11:50 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
fuck u
(11:50 PM) Doraemon:
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~
(11:50 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
yaya
(11:50 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
i jz got my privacy invaded sia

T.T
(11:51 PM) Doraemon:
Say somemore I really post it LOL
(11:51 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:51 PM) Doraemon:
Today was ORANGE COLOUR

Tak malu punya orang
(11:51 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
orange??

lol
(11:51 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
izit his underware color?

lol
(11:52 PM) Doraemon:
Yeah, memang MENONJOL
(11:52 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
wow

ppl not menonjol wana wear color that is menonjol
(11:53 PM) Doraemon:
Last time think only girls like to show underwear right
(11:53 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol

not orange la

ish

eh
(11:53 PM) Doraemon:
Now got new species suka menonjol

Something like that la, I so far still can see something like that
(11:53 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol

omg
(11:53 PM) Doraemon:
Not orange then red lo =X Amanda also see~
(11:53 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
PERVERT!!!!!!!!!!
(11:53 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
u pervert la
(11:53 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
omg wee leng
(11:54 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
where got ppl send underware to laundry de

tak tau malu ker?
(11:54 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:54 PM) Doraemon:
LMAO
(11:54 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
patience has its limits......'
(11:55 PM) Doraemon:
So~?
(11:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
ntg
(11:55 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
come on la
(11:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
just saying it out just for fun
(11:55 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
u oredi post it in ur blog
(11:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:55 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
that means u want every1 to know la
(11:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol
(11:56 PM) Doraemon:
XD
(11:56 PM) Doraemon:
My phone tainted already sia
(11:56 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
lol

take at your own risk
(11:56 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
wait

enough with it d

ish

whens the nx math quiz?
(11:56 PM) Doraemon:
~
(11:57 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
weeleng ah

ur phone got kena virus mah?
(11:57 PM) Doraemon:
?

Underwear virus LOL
(11:57 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
wow

chiang invented new virus

~applause~
(11:58 PM) Doraemon:
Never knew he had the brains *applause too*=D
(11:58 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
nvm la

we applause for him

clap clap clap
(11:58 PM) Doraemon:
*whistle*=D
(11:59 PM) ~.: '☆ 림기석 ★ 亓稀:
kla

dont wana talk bout him d la

sien

i think ends oredi la~

n here is the latest news~

(5:51 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
I would like to apologize to all whose feelings I've hurt and offended. I'm terrible sorry. I have no intentions of doing so. I'm sorry.
(5:51 PM) (｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ K:
(｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ KinG @ PiKa^ChU^ auto-message: emo-ing...have anything just call me..
(5:51 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:52 PM) Doraemon:
Yeah right you have no intention of hurting people when you use FUCK when describing them
(5:52 PM) (｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ K:
(｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ KinG @ PiKa^ChU^ auto-message: emo-ing...have anything just call me..
(5:52 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:53 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
well......hmm.....
(5:53 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:54 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:54 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
seriously
(5:55 PM) (｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ K:
(｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ KinG @ PiKa^ChU^ auto-message: emo-ing...have anything just call me..
(5:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
do u really thing i would LIKE to offend ppl

pthink*

think*
(5:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
so now
(5:55 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
i would like to apologise
(5:55 PM) Yk-:
Yk- auto-message: sleeping~ juz leave any msg here.. call me at 0142314642 if thrs any emergency~
(5:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
i should change then
(5:55 PM) Doraemon:
Furious at your own ineptitude at understanding Ms Kow's lecture is it
(5:55 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
I would like to apologize to all whose feelings I've hurt and offended. I'm terrible sorry. Whether it is intentional or unintentionalim sorry
(5:56 PM) Doraemon:
You pissed give you the right to insult people who are trying their best
(5:57 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
i've apologised to miss kow
(5:57 PM) (｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ K:
(｡◕‿◕｡)Sa^KaI^ KinG @ PiKa^ChU^ auto-message: emo-ing...have anything just call me..
(5:57 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
i brought down the post
(5:57 PM) Doraemon:
I wouldn't know if offending people is your hobby since you do it 24 hours 7 days a week
(5:57 PM) [IGS] -CEO- T.H.:
and seriously, wee leng

what bout urself?

no more le~

actually i was not sleeping~

but lazy wana leave any comment on it~

i scare i cant control myself~

BE CALM~~

today he came apologize with me~

hmm..

i said "o.."

what else?

i dont wana forgive him~

suan le ba~

since i alrdy posted it here~

i think reali suan le ba~

forgive him ba~

* it's not my fault~

u r the 1 keep on promoting ur blog~

blek~~

Endless Road's Ending

2009-03-08T13:14:00.002+08:00

argh! finally i've found an ending for this endless road~
sry i didnt update this blog for almost 1 week.. sry sry~

monday, i heard the bad news at night la~
then i was crying in front of my lappy~
oh my~ i promised myself not to cry~
then summo my classmates said wana celebrate ash n amanda's birthday~
lol~ i didnt celebrate birthday since i was 6 yrs old~
actually kinda jealous lo~
summo actually no mood to go already~ i was extremely tired~

then the most zadao thing is, they ask me to buy cake~
wtf!? i already told them i dont wana go still they ask me to buy cake~
since when buying cake is my job?

i hate buying cake lo~ everytime i pay the cake money 1st..
then ask them to pay back they also lk dont wana pay lk that~
i reali very hate lk begging ppl to pay me back the money~
so i juz inform them to pay, once~
if they pay then good lo, if they dont wana pay then i also can do nothing but juz forget it~

summo everytime i buy cake i sure will choose the cake that suits the person's characteristics de mer~
(nola, actually simply choosing the cake that looks luxurious n delicious)
then i will spend a lot of time choosing the cake~
i reali damn bushuang is during waisiong's birthday, last year~
i bought a 'black forest' cake.
then when celebrating rite, they push waisiong's head on the cake~
i was lk, wtf~ if u all wana play then tell earlier ma, i can buy a cheaper cake~
now the cake cannot be eaten already.. nobody ate the cake~
how am i going to ask them to pay me back leh?
finally, i paid 3/5 of the cake money n zihyin pay another 2/5..
nvm lo~ as long as everyone is happy~
am i happy? NO!

n this time, i bought the cake..
juz bcz amanda is a good friend of mine~
n i reali dont wana go simply bcz i dont wana spoil everyone's mood~
bcz in TB4's msn group, i already start scolding ppl, especially chiang.
i've used a lot of rude words, n i dont feel sry for that.
bcz he keep on promoting his blog but his blog got nthg special though..
hello, at least write sthg that will benefit ur reader la, if u wana promote ur blog~
who the hell interested in ur life?

but then finally i've chosen to go also.
since they celebrating amanda's birthday mer..
but by the time i go, amanda already left~

i forgot what happened during tuesday n wednesday la~
so juz forget it, nthg good to remember though~

then on thursday, i was extremely in a bad mood too..
during psychology's tutorial, the tutor asked us to divide ourselves into groups..
n nobody wants chiang.. then i pity him lo.. i asked him to join my group..
when the tutorial ends, he come to me n said sthg lk sry he cant join my group..
dont want join then dont join lo~ dont said lk i need u in my group~
lansi betul! dont forget what u did to my management's assignment~
i asked u to join my group simply bcz i pity u!

then when i go atm tekan money, i found out that money left in my account at most can support my life for 1 more month..
i reali hope the problem will get solved within this month lo~
if not i reali dont know how the hell im going to survive..
b4 this i go find job, at the photostating shop la..
they said they dont want 3rd sem's student..
bcz twill be a busy sem where we have to rush our assignment since 3rd week..
n we only have limited time~
summo the mid term leh~
then i already lk dont wana work lo, i need to get high coursework mark for this sem also..

then i already extremely moody~
n i cried in the lecture hall, feeling extremely stress~
(not many ppl notice la bcz im not popular ma~)
then after finish class at 6pm, i straight away go to block E for the dance club thing la~
i was following weikiat.. weikiat was too desperate to dance so he straight away go inside..
n i was looking for my friends.. n i saw 2 ppl there..
(not the friends that i wana find la~)
1 of them said, "u again ah!?" i know he was juz joking la~
then i said lo, "dont wana see me izit? then i go away lo~"
then both of them said, "go la~"
maybe both of them know i wont reali go away bcz i like to dance also mer~
unexpectedly, i went away~ n i dont know y i cant control myself..
actually i wanted to destress when dancing de~
haih, nvm la..
then i called heve, she said she dont wana dance bcz previous day's dancing made her whole body pain..
then my housemate also dont wana dance..
then i called J, bcz he sms-ed me n ask me got go dance anot..
so i thought he will go la, mana tau he didnt go..
so i also dont wana dance already..

then i planned to walk back home lo~
but feel lk wana rain d.. i dont wish to kena rain la..
so i wait for the bus.. i know Bus 10 will go on 6:25pm..
manatau dont have.. irresponsible at all!!
then i got no choice but wait for Bus 2 which will go on 7:05pm..
(dance club ends at 7pm..)
what can i do in 40mins?
i took out my psychology n started to read without any understanding, at all..
no other choice..
then my eyes watered again.. what happened to me?

finally friday.. i followed weewei them to go KL..
shopped in times square after checked in the hotel..
then saturday go sunway lagoon after shopped in sungai wang..
kinda fun even though play for oni 2 hrs in sunway lagoon..
what a tiring but fun trip..

thx for reading la~
i purposely write so many words so that ppl wont feel they wana read..
but btw u have finished this post! congratz!!
i love you!

colour? anything~

2009-03-01T13:58:00.002+08:00

finally i've coloured the anime~1stly, i coloured the eyes n the hair..
actually i dont know what colour to put at 1st..
KaiMun ask me to ask the 'model'..
LOL..

then oni i know rupa-rupanya yk has brown eyes~
then the skin color..
i know yk has fair skin..
so i've decided to colour the bunny ears white..
(actually i wanted to colour them black, more yeng ma..)
and finally the cloth..
chosen blue simply bcz i love blue..
LOL~

added some red color to the hair to make it lo0ked more mature..
n i regreted~
LOL

thx yk for giving me chance to learn drawing anime~

true ma.. if not i lazy to draw again lo~

Anything... LOL

2009-02-28T18:52:00.007+08:00

here is my 2nd time drawing anime..

anime that i draw means the outcome is enough to satisfy me~

hmm.. lemme tell ya what inspired me to draw anime..

AGAIN~

it's bcz of HIM!! -->YK

=.=!!last time when i have my 1st anime..

(for more information plz kindly click on the following link:

http://xyphkeele.blogspot.com/2009/02/my-1st-anime.html)

i kacau him lo~

then he said if im too sien then draw 1 for him wah~

then i thought he was juz jk la..

so i juz ignore him lo~ =P

then yday he ask me when i can draw for him~

lol.. i 1st time draw oni woh~

(yk used to be long hair~)

i asked him lo, want lenglui or lengzai?

(i called him lenglui when he is having long hair~)

he said "draw my face^^"

since when yk got face huh? =.=!!

then i told him lo..

i dont know what to draw..

i asked him want long hair or short hair..

he said "anything"

then i asked him want side view or front view or 3/4 view..

he said "anything"

as long as nearly same lk his face~

then i told him lo..

i think all anime looks the same lo~

ha said "nvm"

"my face look lk anime character also^^"

aiyer~~

perasan dao~~

actually i hungry d..

so i bluff him lo~ i said i hungry no mood to draw..

want him to belanja makan ma~

then he said he accompany me wah..

i thought he was juz jk..

mana tau real wan woh~

rupa-rupanya he went out to fetch ppl~

then straight accompany me eat..

ceh~ so no heart~

so i dont want lo~
(nola, actually still not yet bath..)

i asked him, "ur anime want color anot?"

i think u know the answer~

yup! that's right!

"ANYTHING~~"

seriously i dont know where to start..

so i told him honestly..

"i still dont have idea what to draw"

finally, he didnt answer me "anything"

but a very zadao de answer..

"my face"

LOL~ laugh lk hell man~

after that i tidy up my room.. (impossible izit?)

extremely hungry d~

so i sms him lo~

"wei, where r u o? i hungry d.. T_T"

"A station.. wan come find me?"

"wait i bath 1st k?"

"i finish bath d lor.. go find u nw?"

"anything" (again.. LOL..)

then see him play dota lo~

after that go yumcha~

(finally can eat le~)

then they go khakabo dota again..

walao~

i go home also sien..

so i go play also lo..

nola, i dont know how to play dota..

i very guai wan..

i played lots of game there..

funny~ and surely, sdo also..

around 5am la, they finish d..

but i still not sleepy..

still have to go home la~

then i asked him,

"u reali think that im talented in drawing meh?"

"yaya"

LOL~

"later u sure dissapoint wan~"

"nvm nvm"

then i asked him to send me his pic..

he ask me to find in fs..

LOL~ haiz~

then he go play again~

LOL~

then i started to draw lo~

and this is the outcome~

LOL~ very ugly..

nvm la.. want him to dissapoint ma~

actually i sent this pic to him b4..

now he ask me to draw big head small body de~

n got cat ears or bear ears de~

sure la~

even im not satisfy with that picture~

since i oredi sent him the picture, i kenot draw cat anymore ma~

even i love cat a lot~

so i go google search for teddy bear~

wana see how a bear ear look lk~

then dont know y suddenly think of his msn display name..

got a rabbit there.. ('.')

so i change to rabbit lo~

and i found this picture~

yk, dont scold me for finding a girl picture..

who ask u so lenglui? (once)

hmm.. nice izit??

he so surprized that i draw bunny ears~

kaka~

here's the problem..

how should i draw the cloths leh?

so i go find "anime boy"
and found this pic~

actually i can mimic everything lo~
especially the face structure, the eyes, the chin..

EVERYTHING!

so i draw out 1, n then add the bunny ears..
n also the necklace..

but then he said the bunny ears too long d~

hmm.. i think so too la~
mayb it was juz too far apart from the head la~

so i started to draw~
all over again~

nola~ is mimic~

so i mimic out the head everything 1st..

then oni i add the bunny ears..

then the most difficult part..
the EYES~

sry KaiMun,

i decided to use marker again..

draw out the chin, eyes, nose n mouth 1st~

then part of the hair~

then the bunny ears~

then, EVERYTHING~

almost there..
hmm.. pencil better..
have to ask his opinion 1st~
especially the color part~

he is sleeping now~
so dont kacau him 1st la~
=P

that's y im blogging here~~

result~result~result~

2009-02-26T04:10:00.003+08:00

result came out d~

since everyone is writing about it on their blog..

i think i should do so too..

dont wana be so odd~

FALE 1013 Writing for Business
coursework mark: 29.4/40
aimed: A
expectation: B+
result: B
FAILED

FAMP 1023 Writing for Mass Communication
coursework mark: 36.01/40
aimed: A
expectation: B+
result: A-
PASSED

FAPS 1003 Introduction to Sociology
coursework mark: 25.44/40
aimed: C
expectation: B
result: B-
FAILED

FBMM 1013 Management Studies
coursework mark: 23.3
aimed: B
expectation: B
result: C+
FAILED

FBTM 1013 Fundamentals of Marketing
coursework mark: 29.2
aimed: A
expectation: B
result: B-
FAILED

FCIS 1003 Web Page Design
coursework mark: 37/50
aimed: A
expectation: B+
result: A
PASSED

*aimed is what i think i should get after knowing the coursework mark~
*expectation is what i hope i should get after having the exam~
*PASSED/FAILED is based on expectation

so conclusion here..
i didnt get what i want on this sem~
although i'm improving (if compared to last sem la~)

damn bu shuang lo~
last sem many ppl get 2.++ oni..
now all get more than 3.0..
better than me summo~
hng!

especially Zhili lo~
last sem 2.7, this sem 3.6..
wana kill her d~
=P
jk~

My 1st Anime~

2009-02-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

reached kampar yday...

woke up on 7am~
after prepare for everything is oredi 8am~
(shit~ kenot set my hair d~)

then my dad fetch me to Seremban Terminal 2..
(my mum ask him to do so~)
haiz.. what to do? they always so worry about me de~

reached Terminal 2 in 45 mins~
hmm.. 9:30am de bus..
y m i going so early?

the bus not yet come on 10:15am~
wtf~ transnasional leh~
most punctual bus.. konon la..
then my dad cant wait d..
bcz he had to work~
so i asked him to go back 1st lo~

around 10:30am, the bus oni come~
n i was the oni passenger on the bus~
wtf?
have u try it b4?
well, i have~ =P

reach ipoh on around 1:30pm..
hmm.. not bad.. still kinda punctual la~
3 hrs~ suppose to be 4 hrs la~

then i sms kaimun lo~
then we have our lunch in the McD near medan gopeng~
i promised that i belanja~
mana tau, he is the 1 belanja me~
wateva la~ i get free meal.. again~

thank you Kai Mun!

then we go have a walk in ipoh parade lo~
ask mai Avivi to come out~

we walk walk walk until 5pm la~
then i take bus back to kampar lo~

very sien at night~
then kaimun ask me to learn drawing on9~
the website is teach about how to draw anime la~
so go see see lo~

i told kaimun, i love to draw using marker pen~
but he told me better dont.. bcz im still a newbie~

but still, i use marker pen..
after briefly draw out the structure using pencil~
here is what i did~
then, started to color it~
(shit~ the website didnt teach how to color~)
dont know y i decided to color the hair 1st~

then color the hair band lo~

then add some color to hair~

add summo color~

then started the skin part~

color the ear and the neck part 1st~

then color the chin~

then the face lo~

then the eye~

hmm.. dont know y i chose chocolate la~

bcz i decided to use aquaish-blue at 1st~

almost done~

finally add some lines to hair~

make it lo0ked more natural~

done~

1st time draw anime~
how was it?
any comment?

DESPERATE~

2009-02-22T10:46:00.002+08:00

duno y..
kinda desperate these few days..
mayb not this few days la, mayb it starts since the beginning of this sembreak ba~
i think it's bcz im too sien at home la..
mayb juz want someone out there to accompany me..
mayb after few days when i go back to kampar..
i wont be so desperate anymore leh~

btw, when it comes, it comes..
i cant reject de ma..
but only under certain condition la..
ppl who COMES must fit the following criteria la..

~must be handsome
- no need too handsome la.. bcz too handsome de wont find me de lah.. but if too handsome de wana come i also dont mind de..
- i prefer beautiful de guy la.. but not agua la.. beautiful but not sissy.. eg Lee JunKi
- but if u r a girl, u must be lenglui enough la..
- aiya.. for girl is see feeling de.. if got feeling u can tell me.. i can kao u also la..

~must be taller than me, but not too tall la..
- hello!? i'm 155cm only leh, if u shorter than me.. hmm.. i think kinda difficult to find la.. better within 165cm-175cm la.. if taller a bit also nvm la..
- for girls, shorter or taller also nvm la.. but maximum 170cm only har..

~ must thin enough la..
- duno y i like thin guy..
- girls arh.. see feeling lo..

~ must proud to have me as gf la..
- this 1 is for sure wan la.. i dont want my bf to be malu-malu lk dont like me to be his bf lk that la..
- same thing goes to girls la..

~ must love me..
- this 1 for sure la.. dont love me then dont kao me..
- for girls, if u dont love me dont ask me to kao u la..

~ must not be too perasan..
- perasan a bit a bit nvm la.. ppl somehow need some self-exteem and self confidence de ma..
- i dont like ppl who r not lengzai but still said they are extremely lengzai wan la..

~ must be talented..
- this 1 is optional la..

the most important thing!!!

NO cigarette, NO alcohol!

now lemme briefly introduce myself la~
Name: Qi-Xi, Lim
Nickname: Cheesy, Cheese, Cricket, JJ, Keele, etc la.. (too many, cant list down all)
Age: 18 (not lying la.. not yet birthday ma..)
Birthday: 30/09/1990
Horoscope: Libra
Interest/Hobby: Singing, eating, making nonsense, etc..
Marital Status: Married? In a relationship? Single? up to you! =P
( i have a wife, 14 gf, 2 'bf'..)
Physical appearance: fat, short, have small eyes
Occupation: Stupident, Advertiser in future (hope so)
Email: xyph-keele_rynn@hotmail.com
Handphone number: 014-2secret (take from me personally)

that's all la~

if u fit the above criteria plz come and find me la~
(mayb i should go to another planet to find la..)

4th

2009-02-21T09:17:00.004+08:00

i love the number '4' since primary schl i think..
wateva.. it has nthg to do the our topic 2day though..

these 2 days i keep on dreaming about JJ..
duno y.. n 2day is the 4th time i dream of JJ..

1st time i dream of JJ was few weeks b4 PMR i think..
that time i still not in love with JJ yet..
bcz i dont like 1 of his song in his 1st album.. =P
"會讀書"..
but its NOMB.. i didnt hate him though..
when he launched his 1st album, i was in F1..
*not Formula 1, is Form 1
that time i seldom listen to song..
juz saw him promoting his song on TV..
i wonder, y got artist lk boycotting study de?
n mayb this will make their fans lk follow their attitude..
walao~ make ppl confuse de leh~
so i boycott this song..
but i still always listen this song bcz my brother always go DL new songs and play them non-stoply.. keke..
aiya sry gone too far ady..
in that dream..
i was in a big hotel's lobby.. n i was studying..
i duno y la bcz i nvr study until the last night b4 exam de..
mayb its bcz dream was terbalik with real life wan la..
then suddenly i saw JJ.. studying also..
nobody else was there..
hello!? superstar leh.. sure go take autograph wan la..
so i chat with him lo.. then ask him to sign on my palm..
bcz i got nthg else for him to sign..
but he didnt sign, he draw a smiley on my hand..
i 4gt how the smiley lo0ked lk but i rmb that is reali very beautiful..
then..
the dream ends..

after this incident, i addicted to one of the song in JJ's 3rd album..
"一千年以後" (one thousand years later)
n i started to fall in love with JJ..

the 2nd time i dreamt of JJ..
i think it's few months b4 SPM..
zzz.. i wonder y all related to exam wan?
wateva.. he is the 1 appeared in my dream..
mayb he wanted to help me jiayou ba~
wah.. so sweet~
this time, the dream very confusing..
i also dont know what has happened..
i juz rmb the part where JJ put 5 pieces of 10¢ coin in my hand and ask me to keep them nicely..
and 1 more thing.. JJ gave me his 4th album "曹操" (Cao Cao) as a gift..
(that time JJ not yet launch his 5th album..)
wah~ so sweet~
but the album has a big difference with the 1 my fren bought..
bcz this 1 is limited edition leh..
i dont want to wake up.. but i have to..

and on the day i woke up after the dream..
i bought a 50¢ snack and pay the uncle RM1 note and he gimme back 5 pieces of 10¢ coins..
wt*??

then u rmb the competition i mentioned b4?
for those who knows chinese can kindly click on the link below for further information.
http://xyph-keele.blogspot.com/2009/01/blog-post.html
for those who dont know chinese, i briefly describe 1st..
my friend (yik kuan) and i went to a singing competition organized by 988.
actually yik kuan is the 1 who get the top6 finalist and get the chance to get up on stage and perform..
n we are the champion bcz of our creativeness..
JJ gave us some prizes la..
and these include all JJ's album.. 6 albums and 1 EP..
both of us ady got the 6th album la..
so we gave it to the friend who bring us to sungai wang lo..
then my friend ady got the 4th album "曹操" (Cao Cao) ma..
so she giv it to me lo..

coincident..

3rd time i dream of JJ..
yesterday morning.. (i confirm it's not the night b4 bcz i didnt sleep at the night)
i was in my secondary schl.. and JJ.. duno y he suddenly become one of the teacher in my schl..
we was sitting on the bench at the canteen there.. chit-chatting..
then 1 of my friend came (i cant see who's that, i oni know that she is my friend)
then we go to teacher's office there together..
n then i helped JJ do sthg.. (i also dont know what i did)
then..
i woke up again..

2day morning.. i dream of JJ again..
but this time kinda weird.. i also dont know what happened.. very confuse..
there were many ppl in this dream.. and i oni remember 1 --> JJ
but in this dream, there is a guy which i love him more than JJ..
i'm not sure who's that bcz i cant even see his face in the dream..
but i think i know him in real life..
aiya..
duno la..
it's juz a dream..

conclusion here..
everytime i dream of JJ..
there will sure be sthg weird happen..
hmm..
actually meeting JJ is ady very unexpected d..
very satisfied d..
but i still hope that sthg good will happen la~

sick~

2009-02-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

almost asthma d~

Failure~

2009-02-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

I've failed~

Not again!?

2009-02-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

If you love someone, tell him/her. Trust me, even if he/she rejects you, even if its a blow, you will feel better, think back and smile after that, cause you told him/her and you did not regret bout it. Even if she rejects you, love her even more.

Hmmm.. this topic again..

JJ singing in my mind again~

～My Life，一直在等待，空蕩的口袋，想在里面放一份愛
Why？總是被打敗…真的好無奈～
.. -(some words are not being shown)- ..
～想要找回來，自己的節拍，所以這一次，
我要勇敢大聲說出來！～

Hmm.. duno hw 2 translate la..
juz the last sentence
我要勇敢大聲說出來！
i wanted to say it out loud without any hesitation!
?? aiya, wateva la.. i know my english suckz..

我要勇敢大聲說出來！?
我要勇敢大聲說出來！

so, i should tell this..

JJ, I LOVE YOU!!

hmm.. feeling better~
JJ didnt reject me, but also didnt accept me..
he juz said thx with a smile on his face..
(his dimple damn cute!)

it's means?
im not fail! but not success though~

sry la..
have been joking for these few days..
sry sry~
=P

juz nw i went to see FongE's blog..
then only i realize that rupa-rupanya i'm a member of SSB club..
nowaday, its kinda difficult to find a SSB member at this age..
agree?
*SSB = Single Since Born

exactly like wat i predicted, i din received any gift or even card!! nvm... im used to it for my past 18 years... not mind abt this for coming few years oso... (so grey-mind)... anyway, i quite kesian my neighbor who received a valentine's present and card from a guy tat she doesnt like... headache-ing to reject... haiz... when we dun hav, we sad... when we hav, we sad oso?! wat happen to this world??

adopted from:
http://rabbit-dog.blogspot.com/2009/02/hapi-single-valentine.html

hmm.. kinda same with my current situation..

btw, i should have thank god that there's not guy that i hate come stick with me!
haha~
=P

Happy Valentine's Day?

2009-02-15T12:44:00.001+08:00

thx for wishing me Happy Valentine's Day~
but sry to disspoint u all...
im NOT HAPPY at all!!
i cant even go to church with my DARL~
hello? valentine's day leh..
dont tell me it's bcz she's not my valentine anymore?
wt*?
i spent whole night chatting with my 'brother'...

yday i went to see some of my friend's blog..
n i saw chiang's..
If you love someone, tell him/her. Trust me, even if he/she rejects you, even if its a blow, you will feel better, think back and smile after that, cause you told him/her and you did not regret bout it. Even if she rejects you, love her even more. That's what i did, and i did not regret.
adopted from
http://keith-chiang.blogspot.com/2009/02/to-fall-is-to-rise-up-again.html

kinda touched... even though it's not for me...
mayb i should give it a try~
walao~ sry for thinking too much again...
=P

NOMB

2009-02-14T09:19:00.002+08:00

everything is NOMB!

it's my pleasure to have another blog here..
since many of my friends dont know chinese..
and some of them dont like chinese..
Chiang, i'm not talking about you, dont worry..
=P

the future post here will not be exactly the same as in chinese one la..
bcz this 1 is in english version mer..
where can exactly the same leh?
btw, the content will be the same..
so dont worry that u will miss out any interesting part..

i have to apologize to every1 1st..
that my english is very paliah..
*paliah means teruk..
aiya dont know english la..
can some1 help me to translate?

okie.. if u'ld like to see the chinese version of all my post,
plz do not be hesitate to click the link below..
http://xyph-keele.blogspot.com/
(click on link also want hesitate de meh?)
the difference in the url of both blog is the '-' (dash)..
no need to be so confuse la..

*Happy Valentine's Day!!
*Happy Birthday to Teck Weei and Ke Xin..